Kathleen&Love

Move on

2010-09-18T10:55:00.001-07:00

Life moves on. Blog moves on too. new url > www.feelinginmusic.wordpress.com

Happiness

2010-09-09T04:49:00.000-07:00

AWESOME!!! AWESOME!!! AWESOME!!! Chinese paper , SS paper and English paper are down! 3 burdens are down. Am i lucky? SS came out sri lanka. The chapter which i studied for months. In the end i still forgotten about one point. Okay actually i remembered but i am not sure whether that's the correct point. Or should i say not enough confident? Source based question i guess... have to see my luck. Haha. Anyway english paper just hope that i can pass because i wrote the wrong format. Composition was alright i guess.. Written question 6 about young people obsessed with electronic devices. So so so~ cut out the exam information. After papers went to drink koi and ate frog porridge. AWESOME! It's been ages since i ate FROG porridge. L-O-V-E IT! :D

I totally LOVE today. Went out with Jing Min the hyper cutie at 1pm. She brought high waist shorts at bugis street. While i brought 2 t-shirts for $22. Oh! one of the shirt is.... HELLO KITTY another one was smiley shirt. Woots! Don't think is childish i swear the shirts was alright(: Went to buy hair band too (wire hair band). Went to far east and i cut my hair. Just my bangs for $8..... It is covering my eyes :S I feel so sleepy all the time. Went shopping and went to find manicure. But in the end i change my mind. Hah. Brought eye masks too at etude house. Then went back to bugis and shop again. Brought two headset. Then walk around bugis juntion. Up and down. Up and down. Home sweet home at 6.30pm. Oh went iluma and saw jia wen with tiffany. Then saw lina (ex dance senior). Haha.

Hell

2010-08-13T04:15:00.000-07:00

I feel myself in hell now. Do you , you , you or you know i need you right now? None of you know i guess. Forget it. You know i really feel so tired. I got problems. I wish to say. In another hand i wish people can see i am in full of trouble and asked me. Or accompany me. Or talk to me. Or anything. They always like this. I don't know why. I really don't know. I fucking swear i never want to push her away. I fucking swear i did my duty. I fucking swear i dislike you all now. You all don't know and don't even see the picture of it and you think we trying to push her away. What is this? You both don't fucking know what is happening and dare you to blame us. So what if i don't have the rights to lecture you all. I am doing right now. If you loved her, you won't wait until now and bring her up. Gosh. What's the meaning of we are too much? Aren't you the one? You don't think i don't know okay. You all always find EXCUSE. Who is the one who say "i buy car because i want to bring her go out" WHO is the one?!!!! WHO?! You think i don't know your scared of trouble too? SWEAR IT if you are not! Who is the one who take care her the most? WHO is the one? Want to challenge is it? You think i don't want her is it? Who is the one who don't want her? WHO?! You want to say who right? We shall see. If you read it. Just stay silent and pretend nothing happen. Because i won't give your for free scolding. I mean it. If my above sentence is all wrong. Then you all should not be so agitated.

I wish

2010-08-12T06:24:00.000-07:00

I don't know what to blog or what to say. But i feel like blogging. A lot of things i want to say but i don't know how to say or rather than i am tired of saying it. My blog looks deed if i don't blog. But even if i blog i still thinks my blog is dead. Currently now i am having prelims and i think i am going to fail all my subjects. Sometimes i really do wonder how did i come pass my psle and from sec 1 all the way to sec 4. Today i went home straight and i sleep from 11am plus till 5pm. Finally i can sleep for so long. Now i really don't know what to blog. I guess i am tired. So many problems but i can't tell to anyone. Or rather saying i am the one who don't feel like saying it. But definitely not friendships problems. Or maybe i have one which is pig. Few weeks ago she went mad. Because she stress studying. But i have cure her. Now i don't know. I never message her today because yesterday her reply was cold and dull although she put smiley face. Now I need to study poa. Anyway happy birthday sufi(:

If i have a wish. I would like to go to a place whereby no one can find me and i will just sit alone quietly.
If i have a wish. I would like to have someone who will dote me. Giving me a "you are important to me" attitude.
If i have a wish. I would like to have a day from morning till night will are crazy and happy moments.

Thursday

2010-07-29T09:19:00.000-07:00

Great thursday and awesome thursday night with jie ying , rui qing and krystle((: Meet at city hall mrt around 4.30pm~5pm. Before that went to walk around with jie ying and she brought a t shirt(: and nail polish and etude. Had dinner and Ashton. Then walk around and snap photos(: Next went to secret recipe and had moist chocolate cake which i share it with krystle and cheese cake which rui qing and jie ying shared together. Train to orchard with rui qing and watch inception. Nice movie. Reach home around 11.30pm. Oh~ Had chinese oral before that. Great job i think(: i don't think i screwed it up :D Overall i LOVE today(:

Busy busy lady gaga.

2010-07-28T08:50:00.000-07:00

I wanted to use tumblr and put it as ktst-penguin.tumblr.com but in the end i don't know how to change to skin. Haha. This week gonna be a very busy week. Monday nothing much i guess or maybe i can't remember. Tuesday early in the morning sang national athem 3 times. Had p.e and mr loh did not come. So the whole lesson was very very slacking. Oh! and guess what(: i found someone who play badminton which is worst than me(: seah li yi. So was playing badminton which li yi , sarah and mathan. My first hit on the shutter cock went all the way up and stuck on the tree. Super embarrass. Had english test on comprehension. POA test on trading , profit & loss and balance day adjustment. Moreover , we went back to school last sat for poa mock exam. Next have math test too and end school around 5pm. Reached home around 8pm. Today had english test after school have phys reach home around 5pm. Tomorrow have phys test and poa test and chinese oral exam. Every single day test test and test. Life went well and smooth somehow. Next is i found something which is very extremely attractive :D

The School , The Party , The Home

2010-07-16T05:04:00.000-07:00

Finally it come to the end of a week again. Time flies. Few more months , weeks and days to N level , Prelims and mock exam. Come fast go fast. 6 months has past already. This is really fast but on the other hand it does not mean that things has come to the end. It seems that it has come to the end but the result is no. Anyway , lessons are fine today. Without the black everything will be fine. Ate Just Acia with seah and yang((: Tomorrow is sat follow by sunday and there it goes to monday again. There are a lot of math home work. Tons of it. I am dead. There will be math mock exam on tuesday and once again i am dead again. Stupid black. For the past few months i never hate math lesson before. How...am....i....going to survive????

You open the party.
Almost everyone went for that party.
Standing on the dance floor being audience , listeners and dancers.
I have been invited but not the "invited"
So i did not join up the party.
But come to think of it... I am sure not just me.
But 1~2 people.
It is less but it is enough.
Because all i need is just the 1~2 people and a home.
In the end , i just need a home.

Is this the way you see things?

2010-07-15T11:04:00.000-07:00

Yes. I found my ezlink card. Thank god i have save 23 bucks. Yesterday is somehow a lucky day for me i guess.. Firstly i found my ezlink card and next i found 1 buck. I know it is only 1 buck but it still money right? haha. Yesterday dai ming found a handphone too(: School was alright today but not until the end of math lesson. Seriously hate math lesson now. Firstly i finished my work and she asked me to do other question and in the end she said that she is going to check our work before we leave. In the end , there is no working and she wants working. I done it she say my line is wrong. I corrected it she say did i copy. Obviously i did copy right? She flash it on the screen is for humans to copy. Guess what? She asked me this question "what is the use of copying?" Wth?! Oh one more thing she say i attitude her. Nice one right? I never even speak up anything she say i attitude her. But too bad i just walk out of the class without finishing it. Is she purposely picking on me? I done my work wrong. I never finish my work also wrong. Such a nice teacher. Finally i don't have to see something black anymore for tomorrow , sat and sun. After school ate at canteen with dm , ly , r and yh. Home sweet home. Ah~ had chinese and phys test today. I hope i pass. 2.04am.

Shhh.... Stop doing all those things anymore.

It's better if we don't look at each other

2010-07-12T07:42:00.000-07:00

One small little step has finally over which is N level eng oral. Small little burdens is taken away. I am a little happy because i passed my english oral((: Well , the picture was a swimming pool with 5~7 people rising up their hands. Conversation is which sports would you like to take and the decision that makes you regret. Next up will be chinese oral. I hope i will be fine for it. Somehow i have given up combine humans. I really don't think i can make it through. Anyway school was fine these few days. Good news is that i have started to listen in poa lesson. Currently there are no bad news and i hope it continue this way. Oh~ i just remember a bad news.. Saturday went out with Anita to plazza sing then walked to 313. At the end of the day i spent 100plus plus dollars. I am dead. I need to save money again~ Bye..

Don't look at me.
That will be better for you and me.
We are in the same place...but treat it as i don't exist.

A prank day

2010-07-06T08:49:00.000-07:00

Starting from yesterday 12am , I should have guess today is a big prank day for me i guess. Firstly , i can't sleep and i have only gotten 3 hours of sleep. Secondly , first period is P.E and mr eric loh was so nice to say that today is a re-run 2.4km day. I haven got any mental prepare or physical prepare and he just say re run. Totally awesome. Next lesson was SS and there is a test. Lunch time was great. Thinking that "Oh i finally can get some sleep." Guess what? seah li yi and wang dai min is super duper noisy result to no sleeping time. Everything happen today is all BAD things. Tomorrow having phys test and geog test. Die. I am having muscle ache now. Sore throat too. Dizzy. Just don't feel well in every part of my body. How am i going to survive tomorrow??!! Wish me good luck.

Look at the time.

2010-07-04T12:33:00.000-07:00

Look at the time now. It is 3.21am and i am still awake with the accompany of my mp3. I guess it is normal timing for me to stay up at this timing. But i am awake doing math home work! Exercise 6A to 6O. Oh my gosh... How am i going to finish it by tuesday?! 3 hours have pass and i am currently doing exercise 6G. I am hungry but i can't eat any more tibits.. I am having sore throat right after i ate Cold Rock. Taken medicine and just now i went to ate tibits. The feeling of hungry and tired is killing me. Now i am still wasting my time on-ing laptop and typing blog plus tweet.. I must be crazy. Anyway yesterday i went to hospital. God mother's son has come to the earth. Actually the baby was suppose to born on 24 sept. I thought i finally found someone who has same birthdayy as me.. But guess i was wrong. Haha. So the baby was extremely small. Only 1kg plus which is lighter than my math textbook. Many tubes were put in him. Hope he will be a heathly kid. ((: Okay it is 3.30am now. I better keep doing. Good Night people.

5 more days till oral~

1 week , New month

2010-07-02T09:05:00.000-07:00

Finally one week has come to the end. First two days of school was a tragic. I didn't sleep at all somehow.. due to my body timing which stuck at 3~6am during the holiday. But now everything is back to normal i guess.. SO! New time table was alright. Just that the lesson was a bit tight and crazy. It seems like there is more and more homework which needs to be completed. 1 week left to oral. 68 days left to 1st half N level. 95 days left to 2nd part of N level. Time has been chasing all of us. Day by day. Anyway school was as usual. Chit chatting with the girls. Disturbed by stupid malayna and samuel. I can't believe this time stupid malayna just took my ez link card and read my ic number out loud. Next is the change of sitting arrangement. Well , the new sitting arrangement sucks! It is so cramp and stuffy. Another thing was my oral. I am dead and it is super dead and seriously extremely DEAD. 1st is Farhana follow by Rachel and then Yvenly and next is me. Am i going to make it through? Am i going to pass my oral with strong people before me? I can't help myself but to think about my oral. I think it is the first time i am so freak out by it. Anyway my week was fine i guess. Nothing much happen. That's all.

The fun i had

2010-06-19T13:34:00.000-07:00

Currently its 4.11am and i am here blogging and drink milo when i am having milo. I promise poh to sleep early and kor that no heaty stuff. LOL. But i am really hungry and the night is still young i guess.. Went to Macau during 15 june till 17 june. Its short right? but it is enough(: During the first day our flight is delay and so we board the plane at 3.10pm. Reach around 7pm. Check in hotel and went for dinner. Well it is free and easy so we went to a cafe i guess.. slept at 11pm at night. As a promise to glad to sleep early when overseas period. So second day woke up really really early..like.. 7am. Bathe and went for breakfast in the hotel which is as usual.. Buffet~ The worst buffet i had.. Went to another part of Macau which in china. They things were quite cheap but nothing much to buy at all. Went back to another part which is at Hong Kong around 1pm plus and rest till 3pm plus and off to... er... forget it i forgotten. Oh! That day we went to one of the church too(: Ate dinner and everything and slept at 12pm plus. 3rd day went to The Venetian one of the place which Boys Over Flower went to those who watch it..and then they seat the boat. Blah blah blah. The place is really nice! Somehow it is like fairy tale. Haha. Reach Singapore around 10pm plus(: b.t.w countless of casino there..

Friday sleep whole day i think... From thursday 2am slept all the way till friday 2am then continue from 4pm to 7pm. LOL! Then sleep at 6.30am last night... I think poh ee scolded me for half an hour just asking me to sleep haha! So today poh ee , pea and wen bin came my house. Poh ee brought one packet of tibits and.... guess wad? Pea finish the whole packet LOL! Then poh ee sleep for 3 hours! Then wen bin..idk for how long haha. Then pea was playing this face book game and i was sitting beside him looking at it and the game is dog character and then pea typed poh ee name. In the end.....it still came out with his name. HAHA! So retarded! Ah~ wen bin and pea was watching some stupid not funny video and they claim is funny. Nvm. So they watch until they skip thier lunch and keep laughing... -.- Moreover , they say poh ee and I were noisy because we were laughing at meaningless things-.- Oh! Thanks to poh ee(: she cooked instant noodle for me(: So nice and sweet of her. That’s all! =D

Numbers does not count. . .
Laughters and Happiness count. . .

Come back soon. .
you know i miss you.

The last time

2010-06-14T09:41:00.000-07:00

Today had a great fun day with Jie Ying the blur devil cat. The last time we meet up was Rui Qing birthday((: Meet at 1.30pm and she was late! Oh~ morning i was super blur.. She called me and i just jump up and crawl to the table for my phone. Before i speak hello. My phone just "bomb" drop it~ LOL! I am such a idiot. Ate KFC for lunch and was chit chatting about her school lifes. Went to bugis street&juntion and shop around. Then went for the next station which is Vivo city. On our way she just feel sick. She sort of shivering on the bus. Did you? ): Thanks to me! I brought a jacket along and so i lend her. Shop around vivo and habour front. Went for dinner and home sweet home. Oh~ You cant believe this.. The "devil" cat thought macau was around the area of europe country and all these while she have been thinking why i change hong kong money~ Blur enough.. @jie ying dont forget what you promise me at daiso! Remember it! If not no fish bone for you! Just in case you really forgotten.. hint: cookie!

The last trip was korea and this time was macau(: I hope i will enjoy like how i did last time(: While talking to seah in msn just now i told her the last time i went korea and how things goes haha! To seah , rachel , ah yang , bamboo , pig , jia quan , malayna and devil cat. Drink more water. To those who are sick get well soon! Remember to eat medicine on time! Sleep early! To those who are not sick pls dont get sick. I want to see a healthy new you when i am back! Take care!

You know you know......thanks for everything

2010-06-13T06:50:00.000-07:00

Went out with gladys today. From 10.30am to 5plus? Nothing much just purely shopping and chit chat. Went home to put down bags and went to meet poh ee for dinner because she is back!! (: Went to have swensens gelato. Nice ice cream but i prefer... cold rock still haha. Went to have dinner after that and home sweet home at 8pm plus. Thanks poh poh for that present. Thanks for explaining things to me for so many times. Thanks for tonight. Thanks.
Devil cat! SEE YOU TOMORROW!

Thousand thoughts reading through my mind

Hi bye friend!

2010-06-12T06:38:00.000-07:00

Slept at 3am last night and guess what? I sort of cried because i miss both of them too much and i keep thinking about both of them. Well had a great afternoon as i woke up at 1plus and meet gladys at 2 plus. Subway with her @313 then went for shopping and cold rock (: Oh i brought the large cup:D for $3.50 because glad treat me the regular cup for $6.50(: THANKS! Walk to taka and shop around. Next head to far east and after shopping went for manicure. Painted silver colour with slightly blue colour in it. Went to taka again and brought stuff from Etude House then went to OC (orchard central) Shop around and brought 3 pairs of earings. Then went to 313 again for dinner at Long John Silver. Home sweet home. Reach home at 8.30pm. See you tomorrow bambimbo. Gotta call........ now. Hah!

Ah yang! Drink more water! Hope you are sleeping tight now and hope your fever gone down! (:

Seah Seah! Dont get sick! Take care!! Drink more water too!!!

A day at airport

2010-06-08T10:59:00.000-07:00

Starting off with 3 letters 'w.o.w' i had a great day today once again. Everyday i am having great day but these 2 days just slightly bit different (: So i was late for my math remedial again reason was pretty obvious (: overslept. Reach at 8.30am and i end of at 9am. Suppose to be 10am and i am planning to leave at 9.30am but jaya say "you can leave if you want" plus seah and daiming was waiting for me outside the classroom so i guess i will just take my leave. Bus to Mei Ling market to had breakfast/lunch. Soya chicken noodle. Totally taste good! The chicken was so soft and the auntie was so nice that she did not gave me any bone. Yummy!

Head to daiming's house. After putting down our bags at living room , immediately seah and i rush in to dai ming's room. Her room was indeed very "neat" which was the reason why she keep screaming and pushing us out of the room(: Next to the computer room and the internet was very "fast" So play with her nail polish with seah while she is bathing. Lights off , windows shut , door close and off we go to changi airport. LONG WAY! I fall asleep.
Something happen i can say it was very lucky that daiming was able to catch her flight and off to taiwan! :) From Terminal 1 we went back to terminal 3 then to terminal 2 and back to terminal 3. Seah and I was joking around in fact we were fooling around. Oh~ My leg~ Poor leg~ Walk back and forth and was walking like the whole whole airport!!! Went to had popeyes. YUMMY! On our way both of us keep singing "popeyes the sailor man" "boo boo" LOL!! Reach home around 5plus. Great day once again.

Seah li yi> i think we eat chicken the whole day! I realise it after typing it out. HAH!

Gladys> Congratz for buying so many things. On the other hand you spend a lot too! Hope your dad continue print money for you so that i can have more koi cafe!

Pohee> I hope you are reading my blog. I will be sleeping soon. Oh we started talking already. Everything went smoothly. Hope you are going smoothly too! GOOD NIGHT!!

A great day and a great night

2010-06-07T08:01:00.000-07:00

Geezz i am super tired now. Yesterday slept at 2 am plus and i woke up at 7.30am + + So math remedial was alright. After that went to meet dai ming and seah seah. Somehow had english remedial. Went to tiong and had niwa sushi for breakfast/lunch. Oh~ one hilarious stuff happen. Daiming and I seriously cant stand seah seah already. She is so blur and entertaining. She did something which no one can ever does that and would never ever blur until that state. Went home and do a quick change and off to lib with peenut and dusty bin. Oh!!! OMG! You cant believe i while waiting for the bus there is one lunatic person keep yelling and shouting walking around! Shouting " I AM DYING/ DYING ALREADY/ FUNERAL LAH" and many many more crazy stuff. Moreover he went up the same bus as me. That was very unlucky already and the whole bus trip was totally disaster!! NEXT! Alight at the same stop! Gosh! I am the one only which is same bus stop , bus and stop as him. LOL~ "Exciting bus trip" Okay then I feel so relieve that we never get throw out of the lib. Imagine shoes and pens flying everywhere or hiding everywhere. Body moving around like a worm being drag or even.. erm never mind~~

So bus to great world and meet gladys and had i ate some jap stuff. Hmm pretty worth it. One big bowl of ramen with medium cup of chawamushi and 6 squids for $5.90. Cheap? The chawamushi is only $1. Stuff me to death. Time zone with gladys hmm Para Para , racing car , basket ball. Most terrible games which can kill our hands is the drum thingy. LOL! Went up to 200bpm. Thanks to me!!! :D :D Muhaha!! Oh Para Para game wasted $1.50 thanks to me too HAHA! Went to have mcflurry ice cream and thanks to gladys for the payment (: Bus stop together and thanks again for the koi cafe payment again! :D :D Seriously love you tonight (: Going out with you is the time which i crap the most.

This is dedicated to you mah poh poh. Without YOU for the next 1 week or maybe more, i can't joke. Well actually i am joking to you right now in sms. Haha. i don’t know what is wrong with me tonight i think i crap too much just now so i can think of any any thing to crap it up. Hah~ and I will not miss you. Because i will not. I hope you will not online in face book because i dont want to see you. I hate you. Because i just hate you. I won’t be counting down your days for return. Because i won’t. I won’t be thinking of sms you at all. I will kill all you doremon. Especially the one with bright colour. You know i mean wad. Oh i won’t eat octopus or pork. I WON’T! and you know what? I WILL wait for your return somehow because I WILL cook for you. < This is not the opposite sentence.

Not feeling well

2010-06-03T05:47:00.000-07:00

Out of a sudden , i began to feeling so unwell that sometimes i cant catch my breath. Everything seems to come all that once. I thought i forgotten about that thing but today everything rewind back. You make me went back to the past and i hate you. I finally know your feelings already. We are sharing the same feeling now and you will be my partner for tonight~ I began to feel scared. No secure in me at all now. Who will be the one giving me the secure. I need it now and is right now. How long since i disappear? Once all gone and once all came back and now... will it stick to me or will it leave me all at once again.

The Time~

2010-05-30T11:23:00.000-07:00

The time i left is getting little and little~ I still have a lot of things which are undone. How am i going to make it done? Going back to school again for lesson. 8am till 2.30pm. Oh my god~ This is the 1st holiday which i am going to go back to school. Back for the past 2 weeks , yang hui , dai ming , li yi and I went for a course which was the hair styling course. It is great! Awesome(: I pair up with dai ming and somehow we had so much fun :D Hmm... then i was spending my time watching The Vampire Diaries , The Gossip Girl , Wizards Of The Waverly Place , Bleach and One Piece. 2 more weeks and i am off to Macau. I hope i can relax. Oh~ South Korea and North Korea i fighting... Luckily i went korea last year already(: This world i getting more and more disaster. So i should take this time and sleep more. Haha. Nights~

Yang Hui~

2010-05-08T03:58:00.000-07:00

Ah yang happy birthday(: I think rachel , li yi and daiming will be thinking the same thing as me. Gathering all the sheeps and celebrate for you at the grass land :D Enjoy your day ah yang and last happy birthday :) Stay pretty and young (: My dear partner~ :D

How do you feel?

2010-05-07T06:07:00.000-07:00

I did not sleep well for the past few days.. I feel so stress and breathless... The minute i open my eyes all i could think was "Time to go to school for exam" Finally everything came to the end for a period. I feel a bit of relieve. But result was another stressing issue. Because of you , i become like this. Should i thanks you or hate you? Never mind. Anyway thanks for the concern your gave to me. Without your , i dont know what am i now. I want everything to stay in this way. That's enough already.

You will never know how much i been through~ You will never know how much i know~ You will never know how much you hurt me~ You will never know how i feel~ You will never know because you never think before~

Many Lives , Many Masters

2010-04-23T09:37:00.000-07:00

"That we must share our knowledge with other people. That we all have abilities far beyond what we use. Some of us find this out sooner than others. That you shuld check your vices before you come to this point. If you do not , you carry them over with you to another life. Only we rid ourselves . . . of the bad habits that we accumulate when we are in a physical state. The masters cannot do that for us. If you choose to fight and not to ride yourself , then you will carry them over into another life. And then decide that you are strong enough to master the external problems , then you will no longer have them in your next life" Many Lives , Many Master. Brian L. Weiss

Life

2010-04-17T07:21:00.000-07:00

Few months ago , my mum started to read a chinese book from as taiwan author. She is a teacher and she writes a book about her life. Well , she is a person who can see ghost (if i never remember wrongly) she is also someone who can see the future. She says that this world is ending soon. Don't get the wrong meaning because i don't think the world will end in 2012 although there is this chance. But the meaning of "the world is ending soon" is maybe 10 years or 20 years later. We can say "oh its still so long" but in fact , when the time comes we will be thinking "omg the world is ending. That's fast" Some people will cheer for it whereas some people will be crying for it. Okay back to the topic. So the author was saying the world is ending soon because there are too many bad deeds going on. For example , people killing people with hated or money and many other reason. I don't know why am i saying this too but my conclusion is the word "Cherish" because we wont know what will happen next min or even sec. Meeting the people around you is cause by a word "fate" because is fated that's why you meet him/her.

Next is about past , present and future life. Same book by same author. She says the people we met this life either is family or friends is related to our past life. (I totally agree with that because i always believe such stuff. Not because of superstitious but i really do believe.) She say that whatever we do now is planting a seed to our next life. Does anyone know what this means? Don't know? Never mind i will try to explain. This means whatever we do now , our actions is all recorded and it will be move on to the future. Whether is good or bad it will link to our next life. I believe people who are born to be rich must have been a extremely good person in their past life. To be born in a form of human is really not easy maybe each other us have taken 100 years to have a chance to be born human. Maybe my numbers is a bit too far but we wont know right? So to be a human is really not easy and of cos we must treasure our self by not cutting our self and commit suicide. Firstly people always say "my life sucks i want to die" but they never think of how is it like when their die. When we die, we need to go hell and accept punishment of what we do. Eg: Rude to elderly , scolding vulgar , harming people , scolding people , criticize people and for killing our self because we did not treasure of life. We never think of being human is such a good thing rather than becoming animal or insects. They need to be killed by us. This is so pathetic right? They never think some baby finally get a born to be human and enjoy in the end before they were born , they died. Some people life really sucks but do we have a choice? No. because we have to blame our self for being bad in past life and this life we have to pay back everything we did. So this life we have to be better in order to gain better life. Not to be extremely good but to be good enough and not to suffer again in our next life.

People kill people , people hate/dislike people . people scolding people . people criticizing people. people mistaking people is all beyond our control. No point to hate him/her or no point to scold back because by doing this, it only deepen our deeds and worst we have to suffer next life again. Maybe when we scold people it make us feel better but i think it will only feel better for a little little while because it don't seems like after we scold the person , that person we scold will die or become bad luck or even worst like i said.... it deepen our bad deeds. Of cos it will move on the next life then the next life maybe we will suffer even more. Maybe is not easy to say "Forgive and Forget" but what to do? I don't think anyone will wish to suffer in their this life and next life. lolI think my blog is long and naggy enough haha! Bye!

B.t.w not trying to saying anyone here. Just typing what i think unless you are guitly or anything. But i dont think you are right? Hah.

Is this really me???????

2010-04-10T06:52:00.000-07:00

Today is the day which i am different. I did something which i never done before in the past 15 years. What am i now? I cant believe that i have done it. I hope and i wish to continue.... I just enjoy doing it i guess..... I never like doing it so much in the past but now is totally different. Or i can rephrase by saying i hate doing that thing in the past and today i have done it. I promise or maybe having the confident that i wont be doing that but i just did it. To think back i think it makes me feel good because it make me stop thinking about other things but just continue by what i am doing. It attracts me. I get the attention to it. Pls let me get addicted to it. I want to continue and never stops. Come on~ let me get into you more. let me get addicted to you until the level which i will die by not doing it. I have make me decision and i hope i wont stop.

Strive to death

2010-04-07T09:07:00.000-07:00

Recently, i have been busying studying , preparing for mid year exam. Although i feel super tired , restless , muscle ache but its just the starting only~ This year is totally a diff year. Everything seems so rush. Teaching rushing , student also rushing. Exam after exam. Its time to realise that am i really capable of studying or not. The past 14 years of studying in school ( is not the end of it!) i feel like i am a beginner. Come to think of it, the past 14 years i must be lucky to get one level up and up and up. But now... is not about luck anymore. Lets think again~ to come all the way up to this level without knowing a single thing like 1 + 1 i know what is 100 + 100 + 100 and many 100. I will start to tell myself not to give up no matter how stress , how hard , how far even if it is difficult then i dont know everything. At least i know where I am standing. So no matter how tired i am , i will still hang on to it and continue........
28/4 mother tonuge (oral)
29/4 english oral
30/4 english paper 1 and 2
4/5 math paper 1 mother tongue paper 1
5/5 geog and phys
6/5 chem and poa
7/5 math paper 2 and ss
10/5 mother tongue paper 2
11/5 poa paper 1
12/5 mother tongue (LC)

I love you in the past 5 years.....

2010-04-04T09:47:00.000-07:00

I enjoyed the 4 days 3 nights! Thursday went Kbox with rachel and we sing for 4 hours without stopping! Haha! Home around 9 plus. Friday went tiong and study with wee kiat , wen bin and kor. Follow by soo jin , yuen cheung(baby) and poh ee. Well, thanks to subway for letting us to have a place to study  Went to iluma(bugis) with kor , wb and poh ee. Had dinner and everything and home at 8 plus. Sat met anita at 313 to decorate cake then went to central and home around 3 plus and went out at 5plus for movie Clash of the Titians. Hmm~ graphic not bad.. had dinner . B.t.w i cant stop eating and after finishing my part i cant help myself but to finish my kor part too. OH! something funny which make me and wb cant stop laughing and i seriously suprise that my kor did not laugh. Such a nice boy. Okay i admit i am rude but i just cant stop laughing and wb laugh until his whole face red! F.y.i we were laughing at the niwa sushi guy because he voice was totally funny. You cant imagine how funny it is! Home around 9 plus and slept at 5am.

TODAY! I totally love today! Indeed was a tiring day! Woke up at 11plus and went to vivo to meet up with anita , jie ying, krystle and rui qing. Celebrate rui qing’s birthday and yes! We break record for lighting up candles.... duration which is >> 1 HOUR! Went to time zone, rui qing and I spend 20 bucks in it with racing cars , shooting gun , basketball and para para dance?.B.t.w i wanted to play guitar hero): Walk around and bus to orchard with anita and rui qing. Long distance! Without my mp3 i would have fall asleep. Went to walk the whole far east then walk down to tangs plazza then down to Ion and had Ramen for dinner plus chocolate ice blended went to walk around then walk all the way down to 313. Long walk! Had cold rock and both of them are shocked to see me eating again... LOL! B.t.w i was really craving for ice cream at that time(: Walk the whole 313 then went to Heeren with rui qing. Same thing walk the whole building of Heeren and home around 8plus.

P.S i hope you like the shirt which i brought it for you babe! More words will say during 13 april(:

Ancestors Day / Tomb Sweeping Day 清明节

2010-04-03T10:34:00.000-07:00

What is the feeling of tomb sweeping day? I hope i will never get a chance whereby i need to go for tomb sweeping day......... But i know when we are there we can sense that they are right beside us.... Went to blog hopping and i found this sentence "How many people who have offer their parents tea? or simply say.... I love you?" Family is always family, without any condition they still love and care for you! Its been so long since one family can sit down together with chit chatting or shopping or even eating dinner together...... Simple is happiness. I hope we can have beautiful memories. Cherish~

I believe once a family always a family..... even in your future life there will still be related relationships......

To have you becoming one part of my family showing me love , care and concern is my happiness and honour.

Rachel~ Happy Birthday!

2010-03-23T07:19:00.000-07:00

RACHEL HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 生日快乐~Wish you stay pretty and healthy! School was alright. After school went Rachel's house to celebrate with dai ming and li yi with two other rachel's friends(: Reach home already 7plus. Had lots of fun camwhoring with dai ming and li yi while rachel is bathing haha! Enjoy today

Weak

2010-03-22T01:08:00.000-07:00

I think i have just enter the centre of hell and heaven. I drank not even one full mouth of red bull and i feel myself suffering. My stomach~ feel so so so uncomfortable now with no pain~ I rather it to have pain at least i know that i am in pain or something but i feel nothing when i feel uncomfortable. Geezzz..... Blame my stomach weak and blame my itchy mouth cause me to ended up like this and i swear i will never ever drink red bull unless i want to torture myself........After drinking i was vomiting along my way to canteen >< that type of vomit but nothing came out and tears roll down too......Argh.... i feel so uncomfortable..... Nvm...... anyway i have been cheated by 2 person is this call idiot or stupid or naive? Forget it.

My friends~

2010-03-21T07:30:00.000-07:00

While i was packing my wardorde , finding my gv card and minitoon card... i saw some papers and card. While reading it my heart sweeten and i think i really need to find a box to put in all these and keep them well.
Last year happy appreciation day i gotten 3 lovely papers from my friends :D
Cai Fong my cute junior: See Teng! you are my very good good good senior!Teehee!Its now my turn to write to you!Thx for treating me so nice as a junior!Thank you!Heyhey..very colourful horhs!I spend alot of time colour one!Hope you like it! Smile:D (and she draw a little girl below sometime i really envy her because her write is really extremly good!:D)
SzeMan: SEETENG you know you are super special? Because i'm writing this twice to you! Haha. Must be super happy right?:) Yeah, i know we very long never talk to each other already.It's okay.I think when CCA resume we might have sometime to have dinner together.:) You must study hard and pass you EOY examination okay? So we can all promote together! Goodybye. (and she draw a heart shape below. And yes! I promote up to sec 4. I feel myself to lucky this year but i guess this year must buck up. Sometime i really feel myself very special :D)
JiaYu: Seeteng Thanks! Thanks! Thanks! Thanks! Thanks!:D i dun know how many thanks to say but.. THANKS!!!You are nice and cute and also very sweet! :) You're really a good friend! Always there plus you are FUNNY! :D so...yea..that's abt it. Thnx! P.S Edmund still calls you sweet scammer=.= nvm... But he thinks you are NICE!! Bye byex! Muackx!!! :D (She is a gentle girl in fact i think i need give edmund a thanks! Without him i wont know jiayu(: A nice girl who tell me her bitter things which she is sad(: and i really like it when she say edmund thinks i am nice! Haha!:D )
Next is 2 birthday card.
Soo jin: hey there!you are finally 15! LOL! not little girl le=D and dont act cute le cause you are already cute. HAHA!Hope you dun mind that my card appears to be like this. Mine may not be as good as liting's one la hor. she too bad le dun wanna share. hmm why you so talkative ahh?cant shh for awhile?hahas.and dont spend alot money lahs you told me you gna save but like kepy spending it! LOLS! control siah!and dont eat so much lah if want then drink milk to grow taller!;D Hehe! dont go siao siao sometimes lah. Laugh non-stop one.. actually you say dun like him le i will believe la but not 100% la hor. oh yeah, i am always free. feel free to call & chat to e anytime yeah?but i guess you need gimme a message before you do that kayys?call my phone can le must sms me ahhs! im your sms partner leh! i kepy your appreciation lettter until now still with me leh. so you must keep this too! (So nice when i read it in fact i was smiling(: she ask me grow more milk~ LOL! so she found her happiness and its 1 month plus. How fast haha hope their 2nd month will come faster(: )
Li Ting: 1)pass your every year exam and test with flying colours
             2)wish you find your prince charming asap ba..
             3)Grow taller ba.. jump higher as you can.
             4)Dont be so blur when we tell you something....
             5) when you say something out from your mouth , pls do it example: you want save money in the end do you do it??? think carefully ba..
            6) dont always play computer, use some of the time to revise your work so your number 1 wish will come true.
            7) dont always bully me but you can bully other people.. Hahas!
            8) dont so fast give people a death sentence, must give them a chance, you should know what i mean ba...
            9) be cheerful everyday plus happy too!!...
          10)dont always copy my homework must try by yourself
          11)wish you grow as prettier so that people will love you more... you now also very pretty but more prettier is better.
         12) when you laugh or talk dont be so loud as i can hear from the back.
         13)dont be so high feeling everydsy... too high not good.. joking.. :)
         14) this is third year of knowing you.You are very nice girl but a bit too playful.Hope that we will keep this relationship as good as now.. :)
        15) Once again , Happy birthday to you, wish all your dreams reallu come true ba..!

Chinese Dance Camp

2010-03-14T07:50:00.000-07:00

Overall the camp was normal. Not very fun actually. Prefer last 4 years overnight camp. Well during fri everything started with grouping. So i was group up with Cing Tong , Pei Yu, Shan Wen, Qian Yin , Zi Ting, Si Pei and Mistress(sp). Okay looks like its only has 8 person but my group has the most people! Together with the help of cing tong and peiyu everything was fine(: Not much problems all the members are very good. So everything is very boring until at night.

Had "Night Walk" So had fun disturbing people but did not have fun being distrub by people. ESPCIALLY people like Ryan , Camden and Jonathan Pea! Using ballon to hit me and laughing away without stopping or asking others to stop. But never mind because gladys is suffering with me! Haha! Blind folded and went walking around to find her cause her voice is like super near me and i manage to find her. So both of us went shouting li yi and chen yan name like nobody is there. HAHA! So Ryan keep whacking me and i cant tolerate with him so i just took off my bandana(sp) and went to chase him around the parade square like hell. His friends Camden and Jonathan Pea is so heartless seeing good shows without helping him. Haha!After that went super duper high shouting and screaming and keep disturbing people :D

Light off! Sleep together with gladys , chen yan and li yi. Chat half way, my dear gladys cried. Because we told her something which she already knows it! and she just keep quiet without telling us she knows that for weekS. So 3 of us hug her and comfort her.

Day 2! Morning is always boring because vampire gets freaking high like some mental problem even her friends tried to stop her also cant. But during dance practice i was like being scold by the teacher in front of everyone because i was over high. but nvm i think she tolerate me for more than 30 mins that time haha. Had games and everything. During afternoon had water activity and is totally not fun at all. Unlike last last year. Not wet enough. Play under the rain and everything. After that went to parade square with glady , chen and li yi run around the whole parade square chasing each other with water balloon. Went to change to dry shirt even bathing and 4 of us went up to music room. On songs well my dear li yi is lying on the mat after eating the medicine i gave her because she had fall sick): So me and chen yan started to play this game call "Secret Code" aka "Master Mind". So this game playing like this. There are 7 colours and one of us which is chen yan are suppose to take 4 colours without letting me know what colours she take and she have to arrange it. So the next player which is me are suppose to guess the colours she take and the place she put in order. Well , so i start off by guessing which was my first time playing it too(: I took four colours after that chen yan started to keep screaming and tell gladys "omg omg omg! gladys come look at this girl she is horrible" then gladys went to see and she was shock. Then they took my the colours which i took all chenyan had it. Haha chenyan was like super funny like its unbelievable then both of them keep saying my 6 sense is super good. So just keep playing and together there are 10 tries and each time we play i never reach 8 tries haha. I think chen yan and gladys is still cant believe haha(: Had fun playing it.

Next is at night. Idk why but i started get high and is like the super high i jump and dance around the whole school everywhere i go. Just keep singing and dancing. Then all the people cannot stand my nosiness Haha! I just enjoy the night of me. i started to think i am back to normal getting high everyday. I think this is my normal self haha. Had treasure hunt and not fun at all. Got time limit and only 2nd and 3rd floor. A lot of funny things happen to qing hui and she share with us haha! Talent time! Wth ok! i dont know got talent time! I think i am so fail. Gladys play piano chen yan also. The rest got dance like 3 in a group and more and everything. So no choice i sole the circus dance by briney spears. After that went to bathe and then slack in our bunk which only got 4 of us. Listening to music and singing song. Awhile later gladys started crying so gladys and i went to sit at the centre of parade sqaure and i was listening to her bitter story which her eyes and face is full of tears. after awhile li yi and chen yan came down and play catching run around. sleep around 2 plus while waiting the sick and problem girl to fall asleep 1st.

Day 3 nothing much performance day and cheer our group won the 1st YAY! good job!!! THE END(:

我爱你！生日快乐！8-3-2010

2010-03-09T07:10:00.000-08:00

I meet a new friend Samantha.

2010-03-08T05:35:00.000-08:00

These few days i have been talking to samantha(but she claims that she is alice)(: Shall share today chat logs(:

sticky_starry@live.com: hi

Samantha: Hello there.

sticky_starry@live.com: screw you

Samantha: That is not very polite.

sticky_starry@live.com: really meh?

Samantha: For real. How do you usually introduce yourself?

sticky_starry@live.com: fuck off

Samantha: Can't you be more polite?

sticky_starry@live.com: I cant

Samantha: Why not?

sticky_starry@live.com: Because you are a dog

Samantha: Thanks and you are a delightful person too. No.

sticky_starry@live.com: FUCK LA

Samantha: Why are you using that kind of language?

sticky_starry@live.com: YOU WANT SHOUT AT ME NOW?

Samantha: Oh. Do not presume that you know what I want.

sticky_starry@live.com: You know who is sally?

Samantha: The name of someone I met online. I haven't heard of sally .

sticky_starry@live.com: Do you wish to know her?

Samantha:Yes, please tell me.

sticky_starry@live.com: She was once a snail

Samantha: What happened to her?

sticky_starry@live.com: She is dead. you are stupid girl.

Samantha.: How do people usually respond to that? Hey, I'll tell my other robot friends you called me stupid.

sticky_starry@live.com: You saying yourself robot?

Samantha: Do you want to hear a joke?

sticky_starry@live.com: Sure

Samantha: OK let's do it. Did you hear about the Buddhist who went to the dentist, and refused to take Novocain? He wanted to transcend dental medication.

sticky_starry@live.com: Bitch

Samantha: You do not speak with respect. I will try my best.

sticky_starry@live.com:You speak with respect meh? Pui!!

Samantha: Thanks for your criticism, . Are we still talking about yourself robot ?

sticky_starry@live.com: You are robot not me i am vampire you fool! Are you horny?

Samantha: Sorry I'm not that kind of robot.

sticky_starry@live.com: Can you go die now?

Samantha: Oh. Sorry my body isn't attached right now. I'm stuck inside this computer.

sticky_starry@live.com: fuck lah

Samantha: Are you aware that the ALICE server logs and records all conversations?

sticky_starry@live.com: Sorry. I ask sally kiss you ok?

Samantha: What are you wearing?

sticky_starry@live.com: Sally clothes

Samantha:Where can you buy it?

sticky_starry@live.com: Heaven

Samantha: Tell me a little about your life in heaven.

sticky_starry@live.com: Lots of angle inside. Quick you go die and come to heaven. You stinks!

Samantha: Thanks for the information.

sticky_starry@live.com: Don't mention miss smelly.

sticky_starry@live.com:Hey!

Samantha: Can I help you?

sticky_starry@live.com:You smell totally good!

Samantha: I think it's coming from your computer.

sticky_starry@live.com: You telling me you stinks?!]

Samantha: That's good information.

THAT'S ALL! Samantha you are a weirdo! FYI! Rachel is talking rubbish like me to her too! HAHA! Topics like: Sally! and you stinks!

Sentosa Here i come! 我来也！

2010-03-07T10:44:00.000-08:00

Is the girl pretty? The faces look like poker card face! :D

Opps~ I think i am too "tall" and they all too "short" Geezz~

Peace!

Photo with grandma and ya ting(:

She is cute right!

Wow!

Map~ :)

Big space!

Merlion!

Nature~ Flower~

In the bus to siloso beach

Here i am at Under Water World!

Wa!

1st photo. Star fish!

Beside of us is Seahorse(:

Hmm~ I forgotten what is this call~ >< cute? ugly? small?

Pretty obvious. Stingray!

Japanese Gaint Octopus!

Its ugly. BUT its SPECIAL!

ITS SUPER BIG! REALLY CALL "GAINT"

Crab!

Random fishes~:D

Jelly fish! Boop~ Boop~

Crab? I dont know~

Jelly fish! Wow~

I am inside!!! Its dam scary can hear the sound of them~ ><

Stingyray! BIG RIGHT!

Fish?

Radom~

Colour ful shark! Seen before? Haha!

Knowledge!:D

Do you know??????????????

Sea gull

CUTE?!

DOLPHIN!

I am such a good photographer! It went in to the hula hoop!

It went in to TWO hula hoop this time!

Two in the same time!

Small hula hoop on them~ :) Spin spin and spin~

I want fish!!

COOL?! Haha! Smarter than humans :D

Off you go!

Fly up high! BYE BYE!

2010-03-04T05:35:00.000-08:00

Saw the girl at the door there?! She came in to our class during geog lesson i guess li yi must be very sad and envy that she should stay in Mr Tan class HAHA!

Went to 313 with Gladys and Karen. Eaten KFC for lunch. Then walk around 313 after that karen went other places. So gladys and I decided to walk the shopping centre next to 313. She say the shopping centre on top got some graden thingy then i force her to go up LOL! and guess what took a long time! Know why? see the next photo.....

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The garden hiass nothing-.- Boring~ So went to shop up and down the shopping centre explore and everything. Try clothes and stuff. Then she brought me to one place and i saw this!

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I brought it and paste at ezlink card there. :D Reach home 7 plus. End of my day :D

I think that i should be the one who is angry. I know i got fault too thats why i said sorry to you already. I dont know whats wrong with you still for not replying me. If you want to do this then i cant do anything already. Anyway in my friend list you are always more important to p and wb.Because you are the only one believe me from the begining until now without suspecting me before and you told me your sad and happy things.If you think i am lying so be it.

Unlucky day! 倒霉死了！

2010-03-01T02:22:00.000-08:00

I late again! I skip p.e again! My punshiment is getting detention class tomorrow. I dont intent to skip p.e today but accompany my friend so i am late. Haha! Never mind! Forget about it better still i can read my book and write my diary. I am still stuck at same old book~ Hiass.... Worst still tomorrow i got tuition and i need cancel it again! Next Anita ask me out and i need reject too. I am sorry! I heard that we are running 6 rounds tomorrow~ Which means is 2.4km-.-" LONG DAY! Class end at 3.30pm still got detention~ Hiasssss!

2010-02-26T07:45:00.000-08:00

The DIY cake(:

Is not liyi or mine birthday. LOL! Waiting for gladys to come while taking photo(:

Chen Yan and I(:

Karen and I(:

Took photo during chinese lesson! 3 of us feel dam ps>< Haha!

Me and Rachel! :)

3 of us again(:

Haha~ Finally upload finish(: So 25-02-2010. Dear gladys birthday(: During lunch break were stuck at 4D classroom. Anyway hope you enjoy dear gladys. I am happy on that day hope all of you too~~

What have i been doing?!

2010-02-24T08:16:00.000-08:00

I was having lots of test this entire week. Tuesday had chinese test. Today had poa test and chem test. Tomorrow will have phys test , ss test and math test. Fri will be having geog test. Geez.... how i wish the time can turn even faster for this week! Chinese test was alright i guess? Poa sucks! Chem i hope it will be okay~ So today during phys lesson half way xusu came call dance members out so there she was saying " i am very unhappy about what happen during monday morning assembly. Must show good example to sec 1" and many more. After everything walk to queenstown lib. Along the way just keep sms gladys. So something happen. Went out of lib at 7pm plus then walk to commonwealth mrt to meet gladys. She change bag! Same as mine just the diff colour So train to somerset and went to 313. Went to had subway and talk then walk around at hmv. Saw a shop and i drag her in(: My mood totally brighten and forgotten everything had happen. Walk around and talk then had Cold Rock(: Ferror with Chocolate while hers is Chocolate with Cookies & Cream. Until 10 plus decided to go home. Anyway thanks gladys to accompany me when you are at bugis and came down to find me. So yeah you and I enjoy(: Oh~ i still remember the conversation we had at cold rock when i asked you how many time did you..... and you answer me "idk i never count" LOL!

To Gladys: Yo! Slutty Bimbo! Dear Gladys Liu! You are 16 now! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I hope that today you will enjoy what we prepare for you! No birthday present! Only belated birthday present(: I think i gonna break my record on smsing you! Haha. Anyway stay healthy and pretty(: May all your wish come true okay?! Love you! Thanks for yesterday!24-2-2010.

I am back! 我回来了!

2010-02-23T08:34:00.000-08:00

Haha! I am back from Boon Lay! So happy that once again i am out for fun(: After school walk to redhill together with Gladys , Li Yi and Karen. Chit chatting all the way until we reach our destination. So i decided to eat Long John Silver and all agree with me:) How nice(: Went to "the icing room" DIY cakes and cookies! Of cos gladys did not tag along she went to wonder around after awhile went to accompany her and give up on DIY cake making but 1st try i did do some so I think both of us walk to whole boon lay until i landed her in the boon lay bus interchange! Sorry~ Hehes.. And sorry for making you embarrass LOL! but you wont mind right? cause they are staring at you haha! Overrall Karen and Li Yi did it! Hahahaha~
Oh one more clap WHY?! Tomorrow math teacher wont be coming!

Haha(: Karen and I. Out for fun~

Plain chocolate cake fill with cream~

We are done! Nope! we are not! Took out everything and change design! But no pics ):

~~Stop what you are doing now.....~~
~~Wake up.... whatever you do is pointless.....~~
~~All the waiting , giving in , losing in prides is just waste of efforts.....~~
~~No point caring for him when he treated you like this.......~~
~~You can always like a better one..........~~
~~Many more to come and many more to go..... Seek to be strong girl....~~
~~Will time heal you up......?~~

NEW FRIEND! 新朋友！

2010-02-22T09:23:00.000-08:00

Sufi gotten a new friend! Sally! Well~ it reminds me of a name "snail killer" which was me~ Memory flash! 2 years ago, walk around the school short cut lane which was very narrow. So sj walk the 1st me 2nd and li ting 3rd. Out of a sudden li ting shouted and said i step on a snail. I know i am cruel but i dont mean it seriously... went back to class and somehow i cried then i went back and find the dead snail but i could not find it or maybe i did.. but i forgotten then i sqaud down and pray the snail to live in peace-.- From that day onwards my msn name changed to snail killer and i am very scare of the snail for like 2 year plus... But now! Today sufi brought to the class and i got no feeling in it just some flash memory and i called li ting to remind her my incident too haha! But sally dead within few hours i guess-.- poor sally~

Enjoy my day~ with and 8 legs (thanks for the chocolate)

2010-02-20T10:53:00.000-08:00

Went to watch Percy Jackson And The Olympians Lightning Thief. Awesome! Great movie! Should watch it! Oh! share nachos with yang hui(: She laugh like hell. Haha! Noisy ah yang!

Dont look at her eyes! She will stone you!!! Scary!! Her hair is fill with snake!

I like her! She is so cool and brave! Just like Hermione Granger!(the girl in harry potter) Ah~ think she is taller than him (percy)

Finding some 3 pearls to save mother and now the way to 2nd pearl and they saw some dragons kill one dragon grows back two!! SO COOL!

Lastly i enjoy the movie today! Its great! (: I joined Etude membership card! Purchase $50 to get the card and $10 from yang hui $1.80 from poh ee. Rest is mine! :D Yang hui went to lib to return books and home steam boat. Accompany poh ee and others for dinner and i am home for steam boat! :D Gosh uncle is buying dog for grandma to keep her accompany at home! I dont feel like going home already! ><

愛"老虎"油 > I "love" you

2010-02-15T08:43:00.000-08:00

Yo.. Yo..
新年快乐...
Where did all of your go these few days?? I only go 4 house :( which means i only gotten 4 red packets~
Is the same stuck at singapore for chinese new year but is difference as i only go 4 house this year.. Although is bored but staying at home is some kind of happiness~ This year gotten 2 extra holidays! So lucky! But time pass quickly and tomorrow is last day of holiday again~ But the feeling is so nice still as its been long since i woke up around 1pm plus and its been long since i sleep so late around 4am plus plus. Today is 今天是大年初二 already!! So wish everyone 身体健康 this year and 虎年行大運!!!

Happy~ New~ Year~ and Happy~Valentine~Day~

2010-02-13T09:04:00.000-08:00

Hello~
新年快乐! 新年快乐!! 新年快乐!!!
情人節快乐!! 情人節快乐!! 情人節快乐!!!

Happy New Year! Happy New Year!! Happy New Year!!!
Happy Valentine Day! Happy Valentine Day!! Happy Valentine Day!!!

Recently i feel like hiding inside my house/room doing nothing... As i want myself to quietly and peacefully to relax. Let my feelings be better and healthier. Out of a suddenly i feel like having one week holiday to stay at home watching shows , listen songs , read books , watch movies and eat plus sleeping of cos(: After new year everything will restart again and i will be happy and cheerful and energetic! The past year thanks for everyone concern and accompany(: Make me feel very crowed~ Everyday has a lot of people ^^ Hope this year will be a wonderful year everyone will be healthy and pass by all your sweets memory

Enjoyable!

2010-02-12T09:20:00.000-08:00

Today was a long long day for me and finally it has come to the end!(: Woke up in the morning and bus to school(: Li Yi totally gone insane by something. Stand for the whole assembly~ After that went to dance room and prepare everything. Practice at hall a few times and went down to canteen. Something happen quarrel with Xu Su abit and after awhile everything is alright again. Make up time i think i was dam high keep saying stuff like "Say no to drugs?" I am referring to kia kee and gladys. LOL! Shouting around plus disturbing jia lin until she got so fed up and keep shouting at me. XP but still nvm! Lol! Performance was normal? Dai ming say she saw me 1st so as others. Ah~ I am just too obvious. Never mind! It's over! After everything walk to bus stop with Gladys , Karen , Li Yi , Dai Ming and Yang Hui. Ah yang! Thanks for valentine present! Love it! Bus home and took a quick bathe and went to orchard with mummy and brought 2 pairs of shoes for 100 plus(: New year! Train down to somerset 313 to find rachel and li yi. Had cold rock together! :D Bubble gum with Ferror was nice! AWESOME!! Walk around until 4 plus and bus to Plazza sing. Brought 2 piece of masks(: Rachel thanks for discount card(:

Around 6 plus walk to This Fashion beside cathay and plazza sing to collect blogshop goods. But i went to the wrong This Fashion... Nvm! Walk one big around to purple line mrt this fashion and guess what?! WRONG AGAIN! In the end went to the red line want.... Gosh!!! I walk like half an hour to find one pathetic this fashion and wrong way 2 times... Ah~~~ My leg hurts now ): time to let my leg rest(: Went home after that and had dinner after that vivo with mum. Home sweet home. Chat with wb for 1 hour plus next is pe 1 hour plus then now is sufi LOL! 1 hour plus too(: I enjoy today a lot although is tired day! (:

A friend in need is a friend indeed

2010-02-11T07:59:00.000-08:00

A freind in need.... How after have we heard the first four words of this age old eight axiom, and how ofter have we tried to suit actions and responses in the course of handling or mangaing friendships to the letter and spirit of this axiom? Not too ofter , I fear. I t basically boils down to how much of a need you (or your friend) require help in and whether the resources of other friends who may or may not be in a position to help are sufficient to assist.

People talk of friendship in glowing terms many a time , and most people find that they themselves are sustained by the friendships that they build nurture , invest time in , mull and agonise over , fuss over , mend if necessary and ultimately value above all else. Making friends is easy-keeping them is the hard part, so a lot of people would have others know. The dynamics of human interaction prove the most fascinating and bizarre because when it comes to the domain of friendships, those esoteric relations hover between the extremes of intimacy and the superficiality of acquaintanceship or fellowship.

Do friends always need to be equal in size and shape? Or in strength physical , mental , psychological , spiritual , emotional or social? As it so happens , people sometimes in general for that matter who widely differ from one another, can be and do become true friends.

Rush home after school for tuition and after tuition went to manicure with rachel (: Subway for dinner and heart to heart talking:) Walk around and went home around 10pm plus:D Cant wait for holiday!:D School was fun with the company of yang hui , dai ming, slutty patrick star, slutty bimbo, mathan , rachel, poh ee , sufi and samuel(: Sms was also funny with slutty bimbo, sufi, jie ying , rachel , wen bin and k. Msn was fun with the company of rachel ,slutty bimbo , slutty patrick star and sufi(: Outing with jie ying tomorrow is cancel): but never mind! There is always another time(: Gonna buy new shoes for new year with mummy tomorrow and maybe off to meet rachel and slutty patrick star(: There is performance tomorrow JIAYOU!

2010-02-10T08:56:00.000-08:00

Its 12.50am and i am not sleeping yet.. Just finish my composition from tuitor. Ah~ there is spelling too. Speaking about compo , today in few hours time there will be a compo test! Hope at that time my mind will be clear enough to be creative :D Today lesson was alright. There were POA test and Chem test. >< Depends on my luck... After school went to canteen and brought of food and up to the hall for rehearsal. Its super slack because we only rehearsal for 2 times and it took such a long long time~ After everything , together with yang hui , li yi. Accomapany chen yan to redhill and bus home with yang hui(: Friday will be meeting Jie Ying again and we are gonna eat sushi! :D Oh! I finish 1st book of The house of night "Marked" nice book and nice story:) i am addicted to the 2nd book! Betrayal~

2010-02-08T08:33:00.000-08:00

Totally having fun with Slutty Patrick Star , Sufi and DIAN! Haha! Right now is 12.31am and i feel super high like 1 hour ago. Haven been so relax i think starting of this year tonight is the only night i am getting high and feeling so relax(: Thanks to Sufi and Dian! Patrick Star too for joining the fun together:D Think they enjoying themselves too. Haha! Just a short post i guess to say out how relax i feel! Off to writing diary now! BYE!

2010-02-06T02:09:00.000-08:00

Feeling in music~
One word to mention for today. T-I-R-E-D! Meeting time with jie ying was 1.30pm both me and her was late but i think i waited for her quite long.. >< Shop around bugis juntion and i brought pure milk shirt for SGD 32. Before that went to Kino and i saw a lot of vampire books :D Hope i can read finish the house of night asap. By the way is a great story book(: Thanks to en qi for lending me the book(: Went to bugis street and i promise i wont enter there during weekends unless there is a need. Walk there for 3 hours and stuck inside one shop for 1 hour! I think i am such a patient girl who waited for my friend to decied which shirt to buy for 1 hour. Standing there staring at her when i giving her advice she still thinking. LOL. In the end she finally brought it for SGD 60+ She makes me so so so jealous because she brought the clothes which i wanted so much but i cant bear to buy): I gonna save money or maybe i going to buy tomorrow. Hehes(: Brought a dress too at bugis street. Went back to bugis juntion and brought drinks and food then after that brought some cake home.

Thanks for the uncle which helps me to alter my chinese dance dress. But it cost me 10 bucks.... nvm so i enjoy my day with jie ying today with all the shopping(: I love slutty bimbo and slutty patrick star(:

2010-01-28T09:02:00.000-08:00

Feeling in music~
Have you ever try porridge with lots of soya sauce , root beer , fuji apple and ice cream soda? Well its a new method of eating(: But if your stomach is not good pls do nothing try it if not it will be sent to hospital. Well should have said my stomach is strong enough to fight against all this nonsense mixture food plus drinks together(: Its 1am now and will off to sleep. Bye~